until now still y o u y o u y o u!

You touched my life
with a softness in the night
my wish was your command
until you ran
out of love
I tell my self I'm free
got the change of living just for me
no need to carry on
now that you're gone

Knife
cuts like a knife
how will I ever heal
I'm so deeply wounded

knife
cuts like a knife
you cut away the heart of my life
When I pretend when I smile
to fool my dearest friends
I wonder if they know
it's just a show
I'm on a stage day or night
through my charades
but how can I disguise
what's in my eyes

I try and try locking up
the pain I feel inside
the pain of wanting you

I have to admit, I feel lonely. Yes, I've been counting the days since he has left me. I don't feel that sad, I'm still angry, yet, I miss him. It did cross my mind, always, I miss the idea being with him. I do love him. I care about him still. I wish I forget about him a while,just for a while but yeah, it just a wish.I feel empty. I feel lonely. I haven't found my someone special.It sucks to be alone,when people all around you are so in love.